Hmm.. it never occured to me how difficult it is just to plan an outing. NO, I'm not even talking about a trip, just a plain, simple OUTING. Gosh... it used to be so easy, just name a date, place, time and that's it. People show up, we have a good time and well enjoy ourselves. But I guess, it is because there were only few of us.

Now it's like, have to keep calling or msg one another, after determining everything suddenly someone wants to change the date. It can be SO FRUSTRATING ! I guess I never thought much bout it but my frenz are just so GREAT.... NEVER had this kinda problem before. Everything was just smooth sailing. That's also maybe cause they were okay with anything and I mean really OKAY with anything not just saying it and meaning otherwise. Haizz...


Feeling really bad... Haiz... Some say I shouldn't be but I really do feel terrible. Hmm.. am I a terrible person?? But I really try to accomodate to everyone... I tried...